Friday, 25 March 2011

  • Distance so near yet far.

     

    How does one confirmed a distance? 

    Depends on how it is define. Unlike back in school days when you have the 2.4KM distance run or calculating maths problem. As we grow older, our life journey is a distance on its own. The distance we have achieved from when we start, distance among our close ones/friends and distance in time. 

    Same as whatever that is going on in my head now. A distance i've created from thinking too far ahead and of someone who is very far; unreachable. Good and bad i supposed but to a certain extend, it only hurt than helps especially when at this hour i am still wide awake despite of having all the luxury to sleep yet being paid.  

    I'd like to think that distance can be measured but. 

    The same as i'd like to think that despite not being able to see my late daddy in person to wish him Happy Birthday because he is so far, in my heart and my silly head the distance is still very near. Infact in my long afternoon nap yesterday i managed to hold him tight like i always did when i missed him or when i am really, really upset. 

    We are only parted by distance between life and after life but in our hearts the distance is still as close; a door away. 

    Happy 55th Birthday, daddy! heart


     

Monday, 21 March 2011

  • Welcoming me, back.

     

    Let's play pretend that the hiatus didn't happen and we'll move forward from here..

    To date, i still received same old boring question on my departure from my previous company. In defination of poor leadership as well as quality, the company tops it all thus, my exit. I'm over the traumatic experience and i am relief that it is all over.

    On to something nicer. After exactly 30 months (yes, it is our monthsary heart today) of my relationship with Sufian, today is his first ever reservist! Good luck, sweetheart.

    Apart from Sufian being the nice stuffs to talk about, i have another boy who lights up my dim light; Hakeem. The boy is growing too fast now, my one and only nephew. As soon as my sister move out and living with the hubby, there goes my favourite boy leaving us all at home as well. I am not prepared for that and i'm hoping that mom will be able  to work something out. I can't live a day without seeing his cheeky grin! grrr.

    On life as it is i still wonder why is it that, when i have too much things to do at work,i was given shit wheareas now i barely have anything to do.. i'm totaly bored to death, everyday of my 12 hours at work. If only those bunch of fake-tards practice what they preach and act accordingly to their designation proffesionally, i may not be blogging but i'll be swam with truckloads of "jakuns" rich families/men/women/local/overseas guests who will bombard me with typical/stupid/waste-my-time inquiries!

    Yes, once you're in the circle getting out will only be a temporary thing. I'll be somewhere better.

    Now 2 hours and 15 minutes to OFF day. phew!

    Hello again, blogging.